May 2011
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I thought I could distract myself from the fact that I’m alone
I thought I could somehow forget that he’s not here
I thought I could be so emotionally distant that I’d only care for temporal things, cause that’s how happiness is, fleeting
And love? Nothing but convenience, comfortability and practicality
I want to belive someone can disprove me
I want to believe...
June 2010
3 posts
People fall in love everyday. But for people such as ourselves to fall in love with each other? It’s stellar.
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Days drag on when we are not together. I am missing you so much. It hurts. </3
May 2010
6 posts
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To the boy who holds my heart
I said I love you, I wasn’t lying. I said I didn’t want to lose you, that was true. I said you make me giddy, you really did. My heart melts like ice cream on a hot summer day every time you stare at me. I still feel the butterflies I got in my stomach when we first kissed. It’s funny how we never got to talk for long hours and yet we know a lot about each other. It’s funny how...
Stratagem
I played hide and seek with fear of getting caught
as I peek through your thoughts
I tried to hide as best as I could
but always you found me
And each time I told myself I’d play better
Afraid to lose this game,
I move swiftly passed shadows
But you saw everything
You showed me that hiding was a waste of time
A subterfuge that made me weak
A day never passed without you by my side
And now I’m...
You remembered my dress
<3
April 2010
6 posts
Yesterday, I found out that you like your women drunk. Teehee.
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Chocolate ice cream and secret kisses
Last night, inside a cab, I sat next to you and we kissed. I don’t think anyone saw us. It’s nice to feel someone else’s lips pressed against mine. I cannot stop thinking about how good you smell or how your kiss made me think of chocolate ice cream. I am giddy. <3
Acceptance?
To the New Girl:
I’ve got to hand it to you, it seems everything is going well. I actually told myself that it would only take six months for you to realize that you two aren’t meant for each other. Obviously, I was wrong. Anyway, I just want to say that although he probably treats you better than any other guy you’ve been with, that does not warrant you to treat him like a...
March 2010
7 posts
YOU ARE TROUBLE.
I kind of like it. =)
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Today, I woke up with a smile on my face
Oh my dear boy, you’ve made it to my dreams. Very few do, so I guess a congratulations is in order. This makes you really ~*fly*~ in my book. Yeah, that’s me trying to say that I genuinely like you. For remembrances sake, in my dream, I thought you were a good kisser. I’m writing all this down while I can remember. We were arguing, as usual, like cats and dogs albeit, I do not...
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To the boy that I (thought I) hate:
Today, you almost asked for my number. Sure you pretended that you needed to be reminded about something and in order to do that, an sms is necessary. I do not have your number, I can’t remind you. You lingered for a few seconds in front of me, as if waiting for me to reply, after saying you didn’t have my number, too. I would have given it to you...
Every once in a while we tend to look for something better. Something we may find just beyond the suffering we went through, something we may find just after facing our battles, something we may find somewhere across the river of our fears and heartaches. We embrace it so much thinking it is what’s finally gonna save us. We convince ourselves that this is the truth. But in doing so, we are only...
February 2010
16 posts
“I had rescued the moment by using my camera and in that way had found how to...”
– The Lovely Bones
It feels nice to be smiling and laughing like this again. The genuine kind of smile and laugh.
“…her body full of sentences and moments, as if awaking from sleep with a...”
– The English Patient
You are starting to get on my nerves.
I cannot wait for the day to come when we absolutely have no need to talk to each other. Every time we do, I end up cringing at the very thought of you.
